finally saw a doctor today about my wrecked neck. it was pretty obvious what the problem was to him so he prescribed some muscle relaxers and pain killers. if the situation doesn't improve by monday i go back for referrals to specialists. at this point i just want it to go away. it's really hard to do anything in this state. took one of each this afternoon and i'm ready to float home.

sour grapes, sweet lemons, or smashed pumpkins? in the end does it really matter? billy, just get the band back together already, dammit.